Tuesday, August 12, 2008
yeah. Life has been hard on me these days, and I just.cant.stop.cryng.
It's not because someone has torture my heart ...(well, there is, and he just dont have any idea!)...it's because my environment. I feel so much pressure to be a better one in my environment. They ARE pushing me. *hufh*
Because of my sadness,
my body is becoming weak, and I cant cycling around like Im used to, and I cant bake well too..everything I made turned out to be ugly. T_T
I have a big dream. A dream that I always remember when I feel sad..
How can I pursue that, if I always sad like this??